Lost

Lost

Desire burns me hollow

Longing eats my soul

My thoughts are my own torture

My heart has paid the toll

The face of my dark angel

Smiles sweet behind my eyes

He’ll never rest within my arms

Or be clasped between my thighs

Not mine for those ‘I love you’s

Not mine to need him near

Betrayed by my own wanting

Darkness must hold my tears

It’s within the realm of darkness

My needs allowed to reign

Where I can feel him in my heart

By feeling too the pain.

I wish that his desires

Might match those of my own

His passions burn a gentle blaze

While I’m consumed alone

Could I save myself from yearning?

As if I wanted to

My beautiful dark angel

I’m already lost in you.

*Listening to:  Lost by Red
&
Familiar Taste of Poison by Halestorm

*EEB - Her Beast (09-13-2006)

Her Beast
VJM 9.12.2006

With tears borne of the pain of restraint
The beast wakes
One name, one face, one thought, one word
The chains break
Writhing in sensuous unquenchable heat
Tis her fate?
To burn for her need, his touch, her release
In primal state
She is starved for the feast he tantalizingly offers
Will she sate?
Or go mad wanting in tormented carnal abyss
Never to abate

Her appetites deepen each time she awakes
Yearning's greed
To devour his being – heart, soul, mind and flesh
In luxurious feed
Ingnorant bliss of imminent peril with which he flirts
Dare he proceed?
Is he willing, worthy and able to endure indigo flame,
A kindred breed?
Is there one to quench such an unbearable thirst
Lascivious need
Must she battle her demons alone till they wane yet
Desire coital deed

Body tense, pulsating to a primitive beat
Voracious lust
Torment of wanting fulfillment complete
Sensations combust
Mind orchestrates body in passion's dance
To frenzied thrust
Rapturous sacred hymn of the pinnacle
To sing robust…
She laments her agony of desires unspent
To fates unjust
Restraining then chaining again her beast

As tears die in dust