Lost
Desire burns me hollow
Longing eats my soul
My thoughts are my own torture
My heart has paid the toll
The face of my dark angel
Smiles sweet behind my eyes
He’ll never rest within my arms
Or be clasped between my thighs
Not mine for those ‘I love you’s
Not mine to need him near
Betrayed by my own wanting
Darkness must hold my tears
It’s within the realm of darkness
My needs allowed to reign
Where I can feel him in my heart
By feeling too the pain.
I wish that his desires
Might match those of my own
His passions burn a gentle blaze
While I’m consumed alone
Could I save myself from yearning?
As if I wanted to
My beautiful dark angel
I’m already lost in you.
